11/1/18 My 6 week recheck was yesterday, on Halloween. She listed me as having intermittent improvement. The last couple of weeks have been stressful. My car was leaking lots of oil, and I was told repair would be $2-3k and replacing it would be nearer $8k. The car isn't even worth that much. . . .
10/14/18 It's been almost a month. Almost a month without any direct sales businesses. Almost a month of life and family gatherings and trials and financial struggle. It's been almost a month and I'm already grateful for my decision to talk to my doctor about antidepressants and shut . . .
9/19/18 Today begins a new journey; one that includes medication. One that I am hoping helps me move forward with more energy. Energy so I can smile more and be more easily filled by social interactions again. It's a little scary to start medication. Reading about possible side effects is . . .